Horror Results Slip X.X

Got my results at last,
I wouldn't use the word shock to describe the feeling when I get my results.
It's more likely to be, erm...
Actually it was kinda calm, at that moment.
I was like peeping on the results slip when they were about to hand it to me.
But I'm sure I'm not as nervous as the time when I came down from the bed.
I almost die of suffocation that time, I guess.
And the heartbeat is so irregular too. I bet it beats like two times the original one.
And also, I don't think I am breathing in the right way...

Jeez..


Anyway how, everything is considered as a history now.
No use looking back and complain about it anymore.
Although this made up a bad history, for me, in my life.
And that's because I don't study in a good way!! ( Just say you didn't finish studying... LOL

I got lazy actually...

And it's all my fault, I admit it.


Congratz if you got a STRAIGHT,
If you don't,
Fight for another one in your life!


Let just make the past to be the past...

No point Saying it...



Stay happy people,
Tears don't heal completely.

(though I was like bursting into tears like 3 to 4 times... xD

Good luck in future...

Emptiness in my life

Why am I feeling so empty now??

Every seem to be so wrong...

I knew I shouldn't have run away from all the troubles I am facing,

but how?

I couldn't even, at least, 

find a single solution to cope with it, with them, I mean.

Maybe there ain't any solutions at all.

Maybe there ain't any problems at all.

Maybe it's just that I am thinking too much.

And that will define,

that I am the only problem.

And I guess this is always right.

Or maybe?

I am just too free.

Having my time not fully occupied.

And that too,

always cause myself to be in the situation I am facing right now.

Which also
cause me in great unhappiness.

Anything is just fine,
I understand I just have my emotional lost control.

And I will recover in short.
So no worries.




I guess I just have to plan my daily schedule again,
fully packed,
healthy and happy.


It's already enough,
for wasting so much time on something not needed.

I'm gonna miss you so much,
do miss me too... 

好消息~

先讲个好消息好了。

现在的票数已经是上一次的两倍了呢~

还蛮开心的，

虽然很明显的现在的我已经不可能还有获胜的机会了，

也就就算了吧。

人气似乎还不怎么好呢~ （笑

那坏消息应该很明显了吧，

那就不怎么说了。

我想我应该在放弃之中了吧？

对于之前突然间和我联系的朋友们，

真的很对不起。

因为那时候太过急着想拉票了，

所以都忽略了你们那时候，

应该是还蛮激动的心情吧。

对不起~  

有空的话再联系，

下一次，

肯定不会再这样了。 xP

-----------------------

我又再看宫老先生的作品了。

没办法，实在是太喜欢了。

这一部

《倾耳倾听---心之谷》

喜欢的话就去看吧~ 

不说了，很迟了呢~ :P

晚安哦~ Oyashiminasaid~ :)

Keep Voting ^^

It's 31votes at  9:39pm 9th of March

It's 37votes at 11:59pm 9th of March

Seriously, I'm so happy!!

The votes are rising, and does that mean I will stand a chance to...

I am just thinking and that seem so impossible.

Perhaps, I'll consider that as a part of my dream.

A sweet nice dream.

But, I still hope that the dream will come true. ( I think it will :)

Dreams always come true in real life too right?

So I'm gonna make it real. ( I'll try my best~ ")

Thanks to all the people who had voted for me in the photo contest.

I really appreciate them.

Thanks again~!! 

Love you all!!

Vote for me now if you haven't vote~!! Click in the link below and start voting for me! xD

https://apps.facebook.com/oralbsmilemore_my/entry.php?id=711

Remember you have to press the VOTE button so that it counts.

Thank you once again~ 

Have a good night sleep everyone~ J  

I just signed up O.o please support me ^^

Seriously, I totally have no idea about why I decided to participate in this competition, at first.

What’s that?

This thing, Oral-B Brush More Smile More Photo Contest

Actually I started with the thought of having fun only...

That’s because I’m growing mushrooms, doing almost nothing, sitting in the house in front of this little mystical box which actually has a screen that will glow by itself. (LOL, that’s a computer!!

I’m just too bored.

Well, I know I have a lot to do but everything just don’t seem going to last for long. Not in front of this little magical glowing box.

And I actually set some targets for myself too (which I don’t think I’m going to hit them…

That included a 20hours violin training for myself to regain the feeling of playing it before I would like to attend the violin lessons again. I’ve been stopping for too long and I’m sure I will lose all my sense of playing it if I don’t start off with my half-way journey now as soon as possible.

Oops, I got away from the topics again :P

That’s what I have been doing…

Where were we? Err…

Yes, the thought of having fun at first.

But, err… ain’t that competition is all about having fun, still?

Certainly, I do not doubt that the prizes are quite attracting, kinda. J

But it’s still the matter of having fun, I supposed.

Anyway how, I still hope that anyone who is reading this can help me with the votes.

Click in the link over here --->

https://apps.facebook.com/oralbsmilemore_my/entry.php?id=711

and hit the VOTE button to vote for me. ^^
I'll be glad if you share this with your friends and vote for me too.

I appreciate all the supports given. Thank you very much. J

                                                              --photo used for 「Oral-B Brush More 

Smile More Contest」

Have a nice day everyone. J

爱上 ♥

「指引我走向你的，是发自你身上那无与绝伦独特的魅力 ♥」

坠入爱河的情绪？

不清楚

心跳了吗

虽然是每一秒的动作

突然却变得不顺畅了

不是以往的沉重

倒是很轻松

但时不时

会让全身布满紧张的情绪

心跳了一下

会让嘴唇往上扬一下

脑袋也不听指挥

加入这一场

不由自主地动作里

陶醉其中

忘却自我

听着歌

想着人

自我沉醉

自我沉迷

渐渐的陷入慌乱之中

不知所措

看着时间走着

却忘了该上床睡觉的时间

想着

梦着

幻想着

像童话故事般完美

偶然的邂逅

碰见了

认识了

然后牵手了

笑得很甜

过得很美

不小心的，或许睡着了

在那现实中规划的梦里

睡得很香

笑得超甜

即使醒来了也不会遗憾不舍得

因为也还在自己的梦里

现实中

自己的梦里  ♥

Alone

  
「Ghost Rider」

I never though I will like this movie at all but I ended up loving this movie so much that I almost lost control of myself.
Ghee, listen up! It's love not just a simple like.
Save me, GOD!

I feel like standing on top of the world -- so happy!!!
≥▽≤

没变

什么都没变，反而好似更严重了。

这是什么？像是在宣誓世界末日的到来而带给很多人的后遗症？ 

所以说，随着世界即将消失的这种尽可能是真的，又尽可能会是假的的这种消息，就连自己的意志什么的统统都将之埋没，遗忘，还是抛弃了吗？

不懂，我什么都不懂，甚至或许跟本就不想知道。

世界末日根本不是终点吧，重点一直都徘徊在人类自己身上，而且世界末日？可能吗！

那就要看你怎么想了，不是吗？

为什么心会流血？

那只有拳头般大小的器官本来就是生存在红红的血液里了的不是吗？

但是还是流血了，莫名的，还慢慢地感觉到痛了。

因为短短几句没有生命的文字言语，犹如利刀般，刺激了原本很有规律的心跳，现在，每跳一下就会收缩一下。

然后渐渐，好像被包装起来，找不到空气，缺氧了。

我什么都不说时，我以为你明白的，

我什么都不做时，我以为你明白的，

我什么都不听时，我以为你明白的。

但我错了，发现自己错了，错了那么多次却还是重蹈覆辙，我根本就不知道原来你 其实一点都不了解我，甚至或许有时候你并不知道我是谁。

然后我明白了，我什么都不说时，你说我又拽了，

然后我明白了，我什么都不做时，你说我懈怠了，

然后我明白了，我什么都不听时，你说我固执了。

什么都你说了，那我算什么了？

结果我说话了，你说我顶嘴了，

结果我做事了，你说我敷衍了，

结果我听说了，你却让我受刺激了。

大人的世界到底有多复杂，对于我这样一个小妞而言，我根本就不想知道。

我不拒绝知道的更多，我抗拒的是每一个故事背后的压力和负担。

如果可以，我实在不愿知道的那么多。

但似乎不可能。

我感觉得到，

你的恨，夹藏着淡淡的爱，

你的悲，有坚持着的意识，

你的喜，总有很多可以炫耀的故事。

不说了，好累，身心或是心灵上的，两者都是。

晚安~

我真的好想对你说“我们分手吧”

那样的话

我就不需要再知道些什么了

只可惜，我们并非是那种关系

睡觉吧~

Has it faded away?

It has been a long time since I last wrote, again. This time might be a bit much longer, maybe just like having passed through the four seasons.

Ha-ha-ha, very funny, however; for me, that’s it.

Recently, perhaps I would say it this way, during the four seasons, I guess I was already being weed out from the E-world.

Being so inactive, I will not make any dissatisfied statements about it.

I’m writing this post not to talk about the things happening in the E-world but the things that happened in the reality, which make me feel so badly these few days.

Remembered some days long long ago, when someone told you something like this, “hey buddy, you can always call me whenever you need me, I’ll always be there for you.”

I like this statement very well when someone told this to me and it is also this statement which has made me becoming more reliable on that person, giving more trust to the person.

This may look funny and stupid to you but for me, it really meant a lot. Though I never pick up my phone and rang to people who said that to me.

The important thing is, with that, I knew you’d accepted me as your friend and perhaps as a part of one’s life.

And then I started to recall about all the recollections of the past. Yes, we’d gone all the way long together for some years, hanging out together, studying together, saying jokes together, making deals together and so much more. Time may seem to have left behind all these as memories for us but it take away even more, sometimes, the memory folder, with all the memories in it.

I was wondering, are you one of the people, who have lost your memory folder, taken away by our precious time?

I hope you are not.

终

你好，这里是草莓语音，现在是下午1时30分。

在多日的奋斗之下看来这场SPM之战已经来到了尾声咯！
不对！正确一点就是已经结束了！
欢呼，呐喊，尖叫的声音在考试一结束之后就轰炸着整栋考试大楼。
我看学校也该修一修那栋楼咯。
被‘轰炸’之后的大楼可是危险得很呢！
哈哈哈。
本来大家都是抱着一种心态，那就是考完今天的这一张考卷之后就要回去睡大觉，结果看似已经不太可能了吧！
为什么？
因为大家都想着要去玩啦！
眼看那累人的SPM已经离我们远去，首要做的事情，当然是先疯狂一顿了再说嘛！
这可不是骗人的哦！
刚刚考完华语那张试卷的时候，真的有被解放了的感觉。
整个人都松了一口气呢。
和考完Biology之后的感觉根本就是不一样的。
虽然那个时候已经在松懈了。呵呵呵。

反正，现在也已经考完了。
没想到日子会过得那么得快。
真的是才一瞬间呢！

下面有一个小姐的语音：

耶！SPM终于考完了呢！！
太棒了！！！！！！！！
但是我还有一张FCE的英文考试！
想想我还是没有完全自由啦。虽有点沮丧，但竟然还有点兴奋。
还得继续加油呢！努力！
Fighting!! GoGoGo!!!!

正是在下本莓也。
祝福我吧~


谢谢你的收听，这里是草莓语音HM23.10，我是草莓，也~
送上一首歌曲~
《boyfriend》
希望你们会喜欢。。

小説中的空氣

最近迷上了一些廢廢的小説
不是說作者寫的東西很廢
而是因爲故事裏的情節不會在現實世界中上演而有說感觸 （不要K我~
之前有一段時間又點討厭這一些虛擬的小説故書
但是現在竟然重新投入這虛擬世界的愛河裏了
偶真的是無法自拔
沒有事做的時候就會突然想起故事的劇情
然後對於還沒有有結局的故書就會繼續幻想下去
奇怪的我也
雖然對這一類文學的東西
多多少少都有一點點的興趣
但是拿起筆時就什麽也寫不下來了
明明腦袋裏的思緒根本就沒有斷過的
靈感也是猶如泉水般的湧著出來
但是提起筆
就是寫不下一個字啊
氣死我了！！

沒辦法啦
本小姐正面臨詞窮的狀態
實在是好悲哀呢

哎呀，那不是今天的重點啦！

重點是
我重返小説的國界了
感覺真的很不錯呢
可以暫時逃離這個煩人的世界
把所有的煩惱都暫時性的抛諸于腦后
真的是太美好了
雖然說
這是一類逃避問題的方式
夢醒后仍然要面對現實的事情
這個偶知道啦
只是暫時性的解脫
暫時性的自我放縱而已啦
畢竟在現實世界中待得太久
會變得很枯燥（？）
哈哈
想要找回當初那種單純的感覺
雖然看小説真的是有點白目的舉動
但是總是看的很開心
沒辦法啦
我就是屬於活在小説的世界裏的

哇哈哈
大家都說我瘋掉了呢~

不說了
晚安，親愛的~

終于，我花兒就快謝了

黑執事...
黑執事....
黑執事......

終于，苦苦等待的第63話的《黑執事》，就在今天熱剌剌的‘上架’了！（其實就等了比預期的多兩天~ xD
好開心啊！
比考完試還開心吧！
本來還想說碰碰運氣而已，沒想到就，一點擊就看到了！
真的是太感動了！

厚，還真不是本小姐寫作的風格呢。
一說到動漫之類的，整個人就徹底失控了的說。

呵呵，借分享~
《黑執事》63話

到此爲止吧，
Have a nice day~

時間

被時間迷惑了的我，旋轉旋轉....
回到n個小時以前
回到n天以前
回到n個星期以前
回到n月以前
回到n年以前

夢裏？
現實？
抑或，什麽？

旋轉旋轉旋轉....

好似已經到了未來...

Sticky Candy

這一個，很可愛的糖果，終于找到照片了，但是糖果叫什麽名字啊？
甜甜酸酸的，吃起來會着迷。
因爲這糖果實在是太卡哇伊了。
像本人醬咯！（哈哈，不好意思，失態了呢~

有小時候的味道呢！
那個時候好象是小學二年級吧，然後在某一天的補習，有個剛從囯外回來的朋友，讓我嘗試到了這種糖果的味道。
糖果就是甜的啊！
但是仔細一點，還有點酸酸的。
真的很好吃。
之後找了好久都始終找不到有賣這種糖果的糖果店。
然後看見糖果店就會很想走進去的理由，應該是這一個吧...

是一种緣份，還是巧合？
今年年頭，一個很老很老的朋友給我送來了這個糖果。
很貼心，也很溫暖。

現在，竟讓我發現了這糖果的下落，實在是，太開心了！！

原來是叫做粘粘糖~ Sticky Candy 也~

就藏在這大廈的一個角落...
呵呵呵~

Happy Birthdayss

oh ya oh ya...
Before the clock strikes 12.00 and reaches the other day...
"Happy Birthday to you, Vern..."
hahax (though u may nt see this, nevermind)
and also a "Happy Yesterday Birthday to Jun yi aka Grandma.." hahax xD

hope you two had enjoyed your days... ^^

----pictures from google xP

god bless you two... ^^

with great wishes and love, from your friend

                                                                   -- me 

62話 黑執事 熱剌剌的出爐啦！

啊~ 62話的黑執事昨天就出爐了，但是都沒有機會去看...
今天卻還是不行，根本就沒有訊號...
都連接不上，下載不到啦！！！

厚，太多人在看了吧？！
我都沒機會看了~ ><
要不然就是我這裡的收訊不好了，嗚~

哎喲，人家可是很期待的嘛！！
看不成了啦~ ><

*淚流成河~

...

我的心就這樣被掠奪了。。

真的是很難控制自我，為此而煩惱的很呢。。。

都不知道該怎麽辦才好~

前陣子還發現了黑執事的舞臺劇，呵呵。
雖然說其中的演員都還未能完全的帶出黑執事的人物的氣息，卻還是很喜歡。

為此，偶已經陷入無法自拔的狀態了。
在這樣下去，可能會瘋掉哦！ （開玩笑啦~ 哈哈

又得開始倒數了，只剩下42天了~
加油！ 豁出去了！！

呵呵，好興奮哦~）

我已經，沒事了

心痛的感覺已經不再蔓延下去

已經漸漸的消逝去了

沒事了

真的沒事了

一路走來

有太多的事情

總是強制性的往自己塞

使用了自己消化的方式

因爲害怕
畏懼心碎

而做出的選擇

久而久之
所做的一切
就慢慢的
成爲了生活的一部分
就是所謂的習慣了


不管怎樣....

我現在，已經沒事了....

好.... 失望

沒有期望，或許就不會有失望了，對吧？

但是為什麽，要給了希望后，才來通知，說：“抱歉，你不是其中的那一位。”

為什麽？

當初，要是當初，一點都不渴望就好了。

可是已經太遲了。

這一切，都已經發生了；這一切，都已經是事實了。

什麽都改變不了。

只能默默地承受，那一股濃郁的悲傷及失落。

眼淚不再慢慢滑落，而是湧著出來。

只能慢慢的舔著受創的傷口，一點一點地，壓映著好似跌入谷底的情緒。

失望？失落？和失神？

然而結果也只能沉默不語。

還是沒有改變些什麽。

什麽都沒有。

我說了傷悲，並非什麽事都沒有。

只是不懂該從那裏說起....

也因爲事情不大，即使很想找人哭訴，喉嚨卻會不由自主地，停止了發音。

什麽都說不出來了。

什麽都得自己消化了。。

繼續加油吧

幹嘛要怪別人呢？

在那之前是不是已經問過自己，“努力了嗎？”

與其在那邊怨天尤人，還不如趁機追擊，加把頸才對啊！

後悔已經來不及了，過去的一切就只能以人生的遺憾來看待了。

讓所有的遺憾，成爲讓自己進步的精神糧食，向前邁進。

加油！

要不斷地對自己說。

因爲還怕鬆懈下來的心情，所有要時常有所覺悟。

加油！

因爲自己不夠堅定的決心，所以要時常有所警惕。

加油！

這一切得來不易，畢竟一生人也只有一次的機會，你該不會想要放棄吧？
那也太浪費了。。。