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2.22.2012

Alone


Ghost Rider: Spirit of Vengeance (2012) Movie Image



  
Ghost Rider


I never though I will like this movie at all but I ended up loving this movie so much that I almost lost control of myself.
Ghee, listen up! It's love not just a simple like.
Save me, GOD!

I feel like standing on top of the world -- so happy!!!
≥▽≤











2.18.2012

没变

什么都没变,反而好似更严重了。
这是什么?像是在宣誓世界末日的到来而带给很多人的后遗症? 
所以说,随着世界即将消失的这种尽可能是真的,又尽可能会是假的的这种消息,就连自己的意志什么的统统都将之埋没,遗忘,还是抛弃了吗?
不懂,我什么都不懂,甚至或许跟本就不想知道。
世界末日根本不是终点吧,重点一直都徘徊在人类自己身上,而且世界末日?可能吗!
那就要看你怎么想了,不是吗?


为什么心会流血?
那只有拳头般大小的器官本来就是生存在红红的血液里了的不是吗?
但是还是流血了,莫名的,还慢慢地感觉到痛了。
因为短短几句没有生命的文字言语,犹如利刀般,刺激了原本很有规律的心跳,现在,每跳一下就会收缩一下。
然后渐渐,好像被包装起来,找不到空气,缺氧了。


我什么都不说时,我以为你明白的,
我什么都不做时,我以为你明白的,
我什么都不听时,我以为你明白的。

但我错了,发现自己错了,错了那么多次却还是重蹈覆辙,我根本就不知道原来你 其实一点都不了解我,甚至或许有时候你并不知道我是谁。

然后我明白了,我什么都不说时,你说我又拽了,
然后我明白了,我什么都不做时,你说我懈怠了,
然后我明白了,我什么都不听时,你说我固执了。

什么都你说了,那我算什么了?

结果我说话了,你说我顶嘴了,
结果我做事了,你说我敷衍了,
结果我听说了,你却让我受刺激了。

大人的世界到底有多复杂,对于我这样一个小妞而言,我根本就不想知道。
我不拒绝知道的更多,我抗拒的是每一个故事背后的压力和负担。
如果可以,我实在不愿知道的那么多。
但似乎不可能。


我感觉得到,
你的恨,夹藏着淡淡的爱,
你的悲,有坚持着的意识,
你的喜,总有很多可以炫耀的故事。


















不说了,好累,身心或是心灵上的,两者都是。
晚安~





我真的好想对你说“我们分手吧”
那样的话
我就不需要再知道些什么了
只可惜,我们并非是那种关系

睡觉吧~

2.16.2012

Has it faded away?

It has been a long time since I last wrote, again. This time might be a bit much longer, maybe just like having passed through the four seasons.
Ha-ha-ha, very funny, however; for me, that’s it.
Recently, perhaps I would say it this way, during the four seasons, I guess I was already being weed out from the E-world.
Being so inactive, I will not make any dissatisfied statements about it.
I’m writing this post not to talk about the things happening in the E-world but the things that happened in the reality, which make me feel so badly these few days.

Remembered some days long long ago, when someone told you something like this, “hey buddy, you can always call me whenever you need me, I’ll always be there for you.”
I like this statement very well when someone told this to me and it is also this statement which has made me becoming more reliable on that person, giving more trust to the person.

This may look funny and stupid to you but for me, it really meant a lot. Though I never pick up my phone and rang to people who said that to me.
The important thing is, with that, I knew you’d accepted me as your friend and perhaps as a part of one’s life.

And then I started to recall about all the recollections of the past. Yes, we’d gone all the way long together for some years, hanging out together, studying together, saying jokes together, making deals together and so much more. Time may seem to have left behind all these as memories for us but it take away even more, sometimes, the memory folder, with all the memories in it.

I was wondering, are you one of the people, who have lost your memory folder, taken away by our precious time?

I hope you are not.