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2.22.2012

Alone


Ghost Rider: Spirit of Vengeance (2012) Movie Image



  
Ghost Rider


I never though I will like this movie at all but I ended up loving this movie so much that I almost lost control of myself.
Ghee, listen up! It's love not just a simple like.
Save me, GOD!

I feel like standing on top of the world -- so happy!!!
≥▽≤











2.18.2012

没变

什么都没变,反而好似更严重了。
这是什么?像是在宣誓世界末日的到来而带给很多人的后遗症? 
所以说,随着世界即将消失的这种尽可能是真的,又尽可能会是假的的这种消息,就连自己的意志什么的统统都将之埋没,遗忘,还是抛弃了吗?
不懂,我什么都不懂,甚至或许跟本就不想知道。
世界末日根本不是终点吧,重点一直都徘徊在人类自己身上,而且世界末日?可能吗!
那就要看你怎么想了,不是吗?


为什么心会流血?
那只有拳头般大小的器官本来就是生存在红红的血液里了的不是吗?
但是还是流血了,莫名的,还慢慢地感觉到痛了。
因为短短几句没有生命的文字言语,犹如利刀般,刺激了原本很有规律的心跳,现在,每跳一下就会收缩一下。
然后渐渐,好像被包装起来,找不到空气,缺氧了。


我什么都不说时,我以为你明白的,
我什么都不做时,我以为你明白的,
我什么都不听时,我以为你明白的。

但我错了,发现自己错了,错了那么多次却还是重蹈覆辙,我根本就不知道原来你 其实一点都不了解我,甚至或许有时候你并不知道我是谁。

然后我明白了,我什么都不说时,你说我又拽了,
然后我明白了,我什么都不做时,你说我懈怠了,
然后我明白了,我什么都不听时,你说我固执了。

什么都你说了,那我算什么了?

结果我说话了,你说我顶嘴了,
结果我做事了,你说我敷衍了,
结果我听说了,你却让我受刺激了。

大人的世界到底有多复杂,对于我这样一个小妞而言,我根本就不想知道。
我不拒绝知道的更多,我抗拒的是每一个故事背后的压力和负担。
如果可以,我实在不愿知道的那么多。
但似乎不可能。


我感觉得到,
你的恨,夹藏着淡淡的爱,
你的悲,有坚持着的意识,
你的喜,总有很多可以炫耀的故事。


















不说了,好累,身心或是心灵上的,两者都是。
晚安~





我真的好想对你说“我们分手吧”
那样的话
我就不需要再知道些什么了
只可惜,我们并非是那种关系

睡觉吧~

2.16.2012

Has it faded away?

It has been a long time since I last wrote, again. This time might be a bit much longer, maybe just like having passed through the four seasons.
Ha-ha-ha, very funny, however; for me, that’s it.
Recently, perhaps I would say it this way, during the four seasons, I guess I was already being weed out from the E-world.
Being so inactive, I will not make any dissatisfied statements about it.
I’m writing this post not to talk about the things happening in the E-world but the things that happened in the reality, which make me feel so badly these few days.

Remembered some days long long ago, when someone told you something like this, “hey buddy, you can always call me whenever you need me, I’ll always be there for you.”
I like this statement very well when someone told this to me and it is also this statement which has made me becoming more reliable on that person, giving more trust to the person.

This may look funny and stupid to you but for me, it really meant a lot. Though I never pick up my phone and rang to people who said that to me.
The important thing is, with that, I knew you’d accepted me as your friend and perhaps as a part of one’s life.

And then I started to recall about all the recollections of the past. Yes, we’d gone all the way long together for some years, hanging out together, studying together, saying jokes together, making deals together and so much more. Time may seem to have left behind all these as memories for us but it take away even more, sometimes, the memory folder, with all the memories in it.

I was wondering, are you one of the people, who have lost your memory folder, taken away by our precious time?

I hope you are not.




12.07.2011

你好,这里是草莓语音,现在是下午1时30分。

在多日的奋斗之下看来这场SPM之战已经来到了尾声咯!
不对!正确一点就是已经结束了!
欢呼,呐喊,尖叫的声音在考试一结束之后就轰炸着整栋考试大楼。
我看学校也该修一修那栋楼咯。
被‘轰炸’之后的大楼可是危险得很呢!
哈哈哈。
本来大家都是抱着一种心态,那就是考完今天的这一张考卷之后就要回去睡大觉,结果看似已经不太可能了吧!
为什么?
因为大家都想着要去玩啦!
眼看那累人的SPM已经离我们远去,首要做的事情,当然是先疯狂一顿了再说嘛!
这可不是骗人的哦!
刚刚考完华语那张试卷的时候,真的有被解放了的感觉。
整个人都松了一口气呢。
和考完Biology之后的感觉根本就是不一样的。
虽然那个时候已经在松懈了。呵呵呵。

反正,现在也已经考完了。
没想到日子会过得那么得快。
真的是才一瞬间呢!

下面有一个小姐的语音:

耶!SPM终于考完了呢!!
太棒了!!!!!!!!
但是我还有一张FCE的英文考试!
想想我还是没有完全自由啦。虽有点沮丧,但竟然还有点兴奋。
还得继续加油呢!努力!
Fighting!! GoGoGo!!!!

正是在下本莓也。
祝福我吧~


谢谢你的收听,这里是草莓语音HM23.10,我是草莓,也~
送上一首歌曲~
《boyfriend》
希望你们会喜欢。。

12.05.2011

小説中的空氣

最近迷上了一些廢廢的小説
不是說作者寫的東西很廢
而是因爲故事裏的情節不會在現實世界中上演而有說感觸 (不要K我~
之前有一段時間又點討厭這一些虛擬的小説故書
但是現在竟然重新投入這虛擬世界的愛河裏了
偶真的是無法自拔
沒有事做的時候就會突然想起故事的劇情
然後對於還沒有有結局的故書就會繼續幻想下去
奇怪的我也
雖然對這一類文學的東西
多多少少都有一點點的興趣
但是拿起筆時就什麽也寫不下來了
明明腦袋裏的思緒根本就沒有斷過的
靈感也是猶如泉水般的湧著出來
但是提起筆
就是寫不下一個字啊
氣死我了!!

沒辦法啦
本小姐正面臨詞窮的狀態
實在是好悲哀呢

哎呀,那不是今天的重點啦!

重點是
我重返小説的國界了
感覺真的很不錯呢
可以暫時逃離這個煩人的世界
把所有的煩惱都暫時性的抛諸于腦后
真的是太美好了
雖然說
這是一類逃避問題的方式
夢醒后仍然要面對現實的事情
這個偶知道啦
只是暫時性的解脫
暫時性的自我放縱而已啦
畢竟在現實世界中待得太久
會變得很枯燥(?)
哈哈
想要找回當初那種單純的感覺
雖然看小説真的是有點白目的舉動
但是總是看的很開心
沒辦法啦
我就是屬於活在小説的世界裏的

哇哈哈
大家都說我瘋掉了呢~

不說了
晚安,親愛的~

11.20.2011

終于,我花兒就快謝了

黑執事...
黑執事....
黑執事......

終于,苦苦等待的第63話的《黑執事》,就在今天熱剌剌的‘上架’了!(其實就等了比預期的多兩天~ xD
好開心啊!
比考完試還開心吧!
本來還想說碰碰運氣而已,沒想到就,一點擊就看到了!
真的是太感動了!

厚,還真不是本小姐寫作的風格呢。
一說到動漫之類的,整個人就徹底失控了的說。

呵呵,借分享~
《黑執事》63話





























到此爲止吧,
Have a nice day~

11.01.2011

時間














被時間迷惑了的我,旋轉旋轉....
回到n個小時以前
回到n天以前
回到n個星期以前
回到n月以前
回到n年以前

夢裏?
現實?
抑或,什麽?

旋轉旋轉旋轉....

好似已經到了未來...

10.20.2011

Sticky Candy



這一個,很可愛的糖果,終于找到照片了,但是糖果叫什麽名字啊?
甜甜酸酸的,吃起來會着迷。
因爲這糖果實在是太卡哇伊了。
像本人醬咯!(哈哈,不好意思,失態了呢~

有小時候的味道呢!
那個時候好象是小學二年級吧,然後在某一天的補習,有個剛從囯外回來的朋友,讓我嘗試到了這種糖果的味道。
糖果就是甜的啊!
但是仔細一點,還有點酸酸的。
真的很好吃。
之後找了好久都始終找不到有賣這種糖果的糖果店。
然後看見糖果店就會很想走進去的理由,應該是這一個吧...

是一种緣份,還是巧合?
今年年頭,一個很老很老的朋友給我送來了這個糖果。
很貼心,也很溫暖。

現在,竟讓我發現了這糖果的下落,實在是,太開心了!!


原來是叫做粘粘糖~ Sticky Candy 也~

就藏在這大廈的一個角落...
呵呵呵~

10.19.2011

Happy Birthdayss

oh ya oh ya...
Before the clock strikes 12.00 and reaches the other day...
"Happy Birthday to you, Vern..."
hahax (though u may nt see this, nevermind)
and also a "Happy Yesterday Birthday to Jun yi aka Grandma.." hahax xD

hope you two had enjoyed your days... ^^






----pictures from google xP


god bless you two... ^^
with great wishes and love, from your friend
                                                                   -- me 

62話 黑執事 熱剌剌的出爐啦!

啊~ 62話的黑執事昨天就出爐了,但是都沒有機會去看...
今天卻還是不行,根本就沒有訊號...
都連接不上,下載不到啦!!!

厚,太多人在看了吧?!
我都沒機會看了~ ><
要不然就是我這裡的收訊不好了,嗚~















哎喲,人家可是很期待的嘛!!
看不成了啦~ ><

*淚流成河~

10.02.2011

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我的心就這樣被掠奪了。。
真的是很難控制自我,為此而煩惱的很呢。。。
都不知道該怎麽辦才好~

前陣子還發現了黑執事的舞臺劇,呵呵。
雖然說其中的演員都還未能完全的帶出黑執事的人物的氣息,卻還是很喜歡。

為此,偶已經陷入無法自拔的狀態了。
在這樣下去,可能會瘋掉哦! (開玩笑啦~ 哈哈

又得開始倒數了,只剩下42天了~
加油! 豁出去了!!


9.24.2011

我已經,沒事了

心痛的感覺已經不再蔓延下去
已經漸漸的消逝去了

沒事了
真的沒事了

一路走來
有太多的事情
總是強制性的往自己塞
使用了自己消化的方式

因爲害怕
畏懼心碎
而做出的選擇

久而久之
所做的一切
就慢慢的
成爲了生活的一部分
就是所謂的習慣了


不管怎樣....

我現在,已經沒事了....

9.22.2011

好.... 失望

沒有期望,或許就不會有失望了,對吧?

但是為什麽,要給了希望后,才來通知,說:“抱歉,你不是其中的那一位。”
為什麽?

當初,要是當初,一點都不渴望就好了。

可是已經太遲了。
這一切,都已經發生了;這一切,都已經是事實了。

什麽都改變不了。

只能默默地承受,那一股濃郁的悲傷及失落。
眼淚不再慢慢滑落,而是湧著出來。

只能慢慢的舔著受創的傷口,一點一點地,壓映著好似跌入谷底的情緒。

失望?失落?和失神?

然而結果也只能沉默不語。
還是沒有改變些什麽。
什麽都沒有。

我說了傷悲,並非什麽事都沒有。
只是不懂該從那裏說起....
也因爲事情不大,即使很想找人哭訴,喉嚨卻會不由自主地,停止了發音。

什麽都說不出來了。

什麽都得自己消化了。。


9.16.2011

繼續加油吧

幹嘛要怪別人呢?
在那之前是不是已經問過自己,“努力了嗎?”
與其在那邊怨天尤人,還不如趁機追擊,加把頸才對啊!
後悔已經來不及了,過去的一切就只能以人生的遺憾來看待了。
讓所有的遺憾,成爲讓自己進步的精神糧食,向前邁進。
加油!
要不斷地對自己說。
因爲還怕鬆懈下來的心情,所有要時常有所覺悟。
加油!
因爲自己不夠堅定的決心,所以要時常有所警惕。
加油!



這一切得來不易,畢竟一生人也只有一次的機會,你該不會想要放棄吧?
那也太浪費了。。。 

9.13.2011

唉,儅掉了

全軍覆沒,聼過了沒有?
這回真的儅掉了....
哈哈~ (苦笑
又再是相同的原因,我真的是個不知悔改的人。
但是我後悔了!!
這次真的,真的~

一個星期又兩天過去了,心情並沒有變的更好,更輕鬆...
眼看過去的一張張試卷裏,寫著的,可能不叫做答案的答案,有點害怕。
很緊張,很想鬆懈下來,很想放棄....
腦袋是這麽想的,但心裏並不是那麽想。
心裏總會想:鬆懈什麽,待考時后有大把時間給你鬆懈呢!

也對啦!

但是還來得及嗎?
一切都已經快過去了,只剩下一點點的希望了。
還有機會嗎?


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有吧~

9.10.2011

過了一個星期

難熬的考試在所有人不停埋怨及打拼中,不知不覺地也已經過了一個星期。
開心嗎?
沒有,悲傷的感覺往往來得更多。
我們都只能微笑...
但是大家都松了一口氣,因爲難捱的,都已經過去了。

- - - - - - - -

眼睛都腫起來了啦!!
真的好累,好累....

但我們都不願放棄,即使知道自己的記憶已經到了極限,我們還是想要再多看一眼。
因爲多看一眼,勝利就離我們越近。
並不是比別人好,而是比原來的自己,更加好一點點。
或許那樣,就是最大的滿足了。

9.04.2011

最後的十二個小時

好壓力好壓力好壓力,好緊張好緊張好緊張。
距離明天也只剩下最後的十二個小時....
用盡全力的在為明天要前往的‘戰場’而作的最後的準備,這是我有史以來那麽的緊張及不安。
雖然也不過是一個考試,但縂不能每一次都那麽的,讓人家失望嘛...
連我自己也覺得遜掉了,看不下去。

加油加油加油,gogogo!!!!

不行啦,還是很緊張~
哎,救命!!!

9.02.2011

Just a Dream

Amazing, how did all these happened?
Right, first of all, I was awaken by my phone alarm.
Amazing! The alarm clock works on me… Ha-ha
And second, I was blogging over here, now, morning, 1056 and it’s an English post.
I never did this before, kinda fresh for me… Ha-ha
Thirdly, I dreamt of something.
What??!!
I was chased by someone in the dream, trying to kill me.
Again, the same dream.
I had this dream once, last Wednesday if I’m not wrong. The same “aim” in the dream, which is -- trying to kill me.
Bro said I’m just getting too much pressure on myself, he said if you dream about yourself get killed, that means you’re having pressure on yourself.
Is it true?
Cause I don’t feel like having a lot of pressure at all although…… (there’s still piles of books need to be studied ><)

The dream starts like this…
Everything starts in a classroom I guess, a classroom like the one in my school. There’s a lot of peole inside, male or female, aged around 22 to 25 years I guess.
I walked into the classroom, approaching an empty seat at the second last row, the middle seat.
There’s a man sitting beside me, having white colour long hair and a special spectacle above.
You couldn’t imagine how good looking he is. Ba-ha-ha!!
He talked to me….
Something… I couldn’t recall…
Then there’s three men standing behind at the corner of the classroom, discussing sometheing. They were looking at me, fiercely.

The scene changed, changed to a man with vicious expression.
He was saying something, something started the story of my dream.
“…… Kill that girl……. ”
That man talked a lot actually…

Yup, no doubt, I was wanted in my dream.
Reasons?
I don’t know, the scene skipped, it just lost in nowhere.
But I’ve got a blur picture in my mind, I was talking in the classroom, smiling, then I saw that three men at the corner with stunning expression on their faces….and then no more… Everything went blackout.

The story continue with the presence of mom and sis.
Sis was having her final examination, a weird examination.
Their exams were tested on a person’s patience.
How? Good question!
The patience was tested by letting one staying in a room for some time as the examiner instructed.
Sis didn’t pass her first round test. She didn’t have any patience at all.
So she had to retake it.
By the time, I was there too. That’s weird.
Her second test was tested about….. ???
Mom had to carry sis on her back, walking from one end to another of the swimming pool.
They were in the swimming pool, and so am I. Why am I inside there too??
We passed the second round test, exhaustingly.
After they came out from the pool, sis was approaching a clown, which is quite fat.
I reacted fast at that time, stopping them from approaching him but they just didn’t want to listen to me.
They said it’s alright.
Alright? There’s nothing alright! That man was one of the people that came after me!
I try my best to stop before they have any contact with each other and I succeed but with a knock from my sis on that man’s forehead.
He was staring at me.
Straightly, we went back into our room without hesitate.
[We weren’t staying in our house, it’s like a hostel.]
I wasn’t sure that was my heart thumping rapidly that time, I didn’t know.
Before I opened the door, I saw a man standing 45 degree north from my door; he was staring at me too, but in a very weird way. I can feel his eyes like popping out.
I went into the room and closed the door at once.

Later, I came out from the room in a rush and knocked into the police’s room.
But I didn’t succeed.
There’re doors (gates too) after doors before one can get into the real police’s room.
I knocked over the first door and I saw a gate in front of me.
What are they so scared about? Do they need so many defenses?
Failed to knock in, I shouted outside.
I wanted to make a report about those killers that were coming after me but the officer just laid-back and said that that had no concerned about him.
He’s not willing to help me with those killers. He said that’s my own problem.
I questioned him what if someone dies innocently? He had nothing to fight back.
I went back to my room but before I step in, I announced loudly, “If the killers are coming, any of you will be their first aim, not me.”
At that moment, there’s only silent.

Now, I was in the room with the light lit up.
Suddenly, someone was knocking on the door. NO! should be bumping on my door and pushing towards.
He almost spoilt it!!
An aperture is formed due to that person’s mighty strength.
He was also one of the killers.
I tried to push the door against that man so that the force will be balanced.
He spoke at the time, “where do you want to go?” with a wicked smile hanging on his face.
I shouted back, “...Cambodia….”
He flashed away with someone on him which looked like mom.
I was nervous; I unlocked the door and followed him with my phone left behind on my table.
I was too nervous!

I chased until a mall, some spot at Queensbay I guess.
Then I saw sis there too.
Gosh! What’s happening?
She was running too until suddenly a man pulled her away and ran in front of me…
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There’s no ending for this story, it’s just a dream.

9.01.2011

看戯

瘋掉了,一天裏竟然看了好幾部戯...

我知道,假期過後的暴風雨正等待著我...

我在做什麽啊??!!!

Scene 1 : Kung Fu Panda













很喜歡Po在給小兔子們講那五個英雄的故事的時候。
每一個故事背後都有值得學習的地方。
雖然Po並不被 Master Shifu 看好,但Po卻經常做出一些令 Master Shifu 難以置信的事情,而且每一次等待著他的都是成功。
Po使用不一樣的方式來讓那些小兔子們了解什麽是Kung Fu...
不是通過伐悶的教學方式,而是運用了講故事的方式來讓他的學生明白什麽叫做 Kung Fu...

Scene 2  :3 Idiots

這世上沒有天才,有的只是那些肯努力的人。
只有興趣,才能帶領我們去認識我們潛在的才華,然後讓我們走向成功。
當然,成功的到路上除了興趣,才華和努力以外,別忘了還有你的決心和勇氣。
少了那兩樣,也就只是成功了50%
儅你害怕時,將右手放在你的心上,然後說:“All Izz Well”
“它不會幫你克服困難,但它會給你克服困難的勇氣。”
記住咯!加油!


Scene 3 : Avatar

人總會跟著生活的環境而改變,人就是那麽一種充滿感情的動物。
但是在改變之前,我們總是不會去想,在那之前所做的事情到底會帶來怎樣的后果。
我們從來就不會去探索這個問題,因爲我們從來就沒有想過,我們跟本就不在乎。
“後果嗎? 到時再算。”
到時,是什麽時候呢?
爲什麽要等呢?等,等,等....... 然後就會不了了之,不知道嗎?
我們的生命中有兩個字,叫做“後悔”。
但是後悔之後,就來不及了......


Scene 4 : 王沙野峰
 超舊的一部戯了,其實也不算是一部戯,只是短片而已。
第一次看,應該是小學時期吧。
果然啊,在不一樣的時代看同樣的影帶,就是會有不一樣的感觸,不一樣的感覺。
那時候看,是整場都在笑的;現在看,竟略帶沉重的心情。
爲什麽?一時間也談不上來。
或許是觀看的角度不一樣了吧?好像變成熟了,長大了。呵呵....

只是好懷念,曾經的那一段歲月。



這些戯都已經有自己一段輝煌的歷史了吧。
呵呵,有點慢半拍的我現在才趕上大家,太好了!
很高興,因爲這四部都是很不錯的片子。
應該浪費了不少原本可以用來讀書的時間吧?
沒辦法了....
反正都用掉了,也只能用剩下的幾天來趕上還沒溫完的書了....
哈哈,祝福我吧!❤


8.20.2011

憂鬱



又再是那一種,憂鬱的感覺....
覺得身邊的東西太過遙遠,閃閃爍爍的,全部都不屬於我的。
看著留著的回憶,總是既開心卻又很是悲傷。
開心,因爲過去,有我們共同的回憶,是我們一起經歷過所有事情的證明;
悲傷,因爲現在,雖然朝夕相對,卻總是無法真正了解,自己在別人心中,那個分量到底有多少。




擔心得太多了,所以總是把自己弄得好不開心。
也是因爲太過重視,所以才更加擔心。

真的很擔心,在轉角后的路口,我們會被分離。

我知道,我們都有屬於自己的那一片天空;
我知道,沒有什麽可以成爲前進的絆腳石....

但是也因爲如此而開始害怕,害怕一旦不見面,你就會把我給忘了....
徹底的給忘掉了.....